It appears that all my posts from years gone have vanished into the universe, sort of sad but also cathartic. However, I have something to say or more importantly do, so I will start again.
This year has been the hardest of my life, by far. I have struggled with depression for years, on and off, and it has taken a terrible toll on the people I love. For that I am truly sorry. Some of them had stood by me but most have not. Some of them will never forgive me, so it is time I forgive myself. I'm hoping that sharing my story will help at least one person. More than likely, it will only save me. I need to focus on myself, living for myself, and frankly, avoiding living in other peoples shadows. Sharing this is not easy nor brave, its terrifying.
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